Chester Brownโs graphic novel Paying For It is a Toronto classic, born in the vibrant 1990s when the city was finding its edge. Sook-Yin Lee, an iconic Toronto artist and former VJ at MuchMusic in that beloved era, was right there with him. Now, she has adapted this provocative comic novel into a film, set to premiere at TIFF this week.
I love that itโs such a Toronto-in-the-โ90s vibe โ bands like Thrush Hermit and places like Sneaky Deeโs.
This whole movie is built on relationships. Ian McGettigan [guitarist/singer of Canadian indie rock band Thrush Hermit] is my next door neighbour. I can just open my back window and yell, โIan, can I use your video?โ I wanted, especially in a city that is like so many cities getting gentrified and knocked down and built up in ways that we cannot recognize, I wanted to show there are small pockets of the city that were there in the โ90s that I could draw upon. And they’re beautiful, you know. Theyโre unconventional spaces, and theyโre not the spaces that we normally see, but they really capture a kind of scrappy Toronto that I know and love.
Was the movie shot partially in your house? The house where some of this story took place three decades ago?
Yes, I shot in my house where the real life events unfolded. I called up my neighbours half a block away, up, you know, up the street. I have two neighbours who live in what was a brothel.
How was it to direct aย younger version of yourself?
It was enjoyable to look back at that time. Chester was a very formative love relationship for me, and also, my job at MuchMusic was my first legit job after moving from Vancouver to Toronto. So it was fun to revisit and see myself as a younger person.
Youโve been working onย this for 12 years. How does itย feel to finally have this film out?
It feels great. Every movie has its development period, and this one was particularly challenging. I love Chesterโs graphic novel. Itโs brilliant, and heโs a brilliant storyteller. Itโs really a memoir that explores his views on the decriminalization of consensual sex work. It touches on human rights, with parallels to gay rights, POC rights, womenโs rights and so on. But adapting it into a movie was complicated.

How so?
The graphic novel isnโt a movie in itself. Itโs an episodic comic that meanders into various zones and is also a very academic, political exercise. Plus itโs myopically from Chesterโs perspective because he was protecting the real-life details of the sex workers he had relationships with. I didnโt want to make a movie that was only from Chesterโs perspective. I wanted to broaden the canvas to bring the women, the sex workers, to life and explore more dynamics.
Including your own as Chesterโsย former girlfriend who inadvertently kick-started this process, right?
We were in a relationship that, like many, became non-sexual over time. That coincided with me being very young, not being able to get past the four-year mark in my romantic relationships, and just starting my job at MuchMusic. Meanwhile, Chester was a very nerdy, quiet, introverted cartoonist, and I was in the eye of the storm, going to concerts, being very expressive and communicative. I would drag him out to shows, and heโd end up in the corner reading a book. We were on very different trajectories.
What are you hopingย people take from the film?
There are these political undertones, but I try to tell a good story. You know, a good story is important. All of those ripples are beneath it, under the scaffolding. To me, itโs about relationships.
How does it feel to getย Paying For It into TIFF?
Well, Iโm so happy. You know, the industry, it became progressively harder to get a movie in TIFF. And I was very happy to hear that it got in, and they told me that the program is very special: the platform program. Itโs the only Canadian movie in the program, and it highlights films with a bold directorial vision. So I feel so happy to be included in that group.



